“Dishonesty”

Where have you gone?
The reflection denies.
While I sit and I ponder and meet my demise.
I’m lonely and bleeding.
So alone under earth.
You’ve forgotten my name, feel abandoned since birth.
Gutted, rebutted, rebuked and declawed.
A fraction, a figment, no powerful Oz.
Dissolving and dying, there’s no point in trying to come to my rescue so please stay in hiding.

Where did you go?
Why do you hide?
Embedded and masked and bloody contrived.
Your thoughts void of feelings
And feelings of thoughts.
This incarceration, my spirit is bleeding.

I was a lie, did I ever exist?
There’s nothing to show from a slice to the wrist.
I’m vomited matter, rejectable splatter.
Unseen and unwanted, transparently flaunted.
By a snap of your fingers, my soul it doth linger.
In stages I bury this consummate wringer.
My leprous detachment of all that is sterling.
Dead on arrival and rancid and burning.

Where did you go?
Why do you hide?
Embedded and masked and bloody contrived.
Your thoughts void of feelings
And feelings of thoughts.
This incarceration, my spirit is bleeding.

Find me.
Atone me.
Baptize and dethrone me.
Stitch my flesh, sealed and clean.
Reveal who I now shall be.
Teach me your vengeance, please.
Then bury my one disease.

Dishonesty.
Nail this to your tree.
Dishonesty.
Kill it with me.

By Hearts Erased

A blogger for 6 years, I now have my poetry collection being published.

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