The sun ceases to rise in these groundhog days of despair
Disappointment gives birth to depression
A mind numbing blur chaining me to my bed.
Disconnect of body and mind
I have ghosted my heart and left it for dead
Giving it full reign in my life put me in this black hole
Now it is abandoned for common sense.
Decapitation of all things passion
No more heart on the sleeve
It’s only led me astray.
Rife with contrition for all the good I thought I sowed
Heartache was the reward
And the removal of anything beautiful.