Category: Motivation/My life
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“To The Bottom.”
I must retreatTo the me I left behindTo the life I had abandonedWithin the thralls of self-deprecation. That glass enclosure calls to meTo drink from itTo consume what I had defeatedRevealing the weak soul I truly possess. I will not ascend any moreTo hells pitTo the bottom of every bottleMy destination is a cess pool…
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“Broken Patriarch.”
I am fatherThat is allAnd that is good enough for me. It is everythingThey are everythingAnd I am nothing. They are filledThey are lovedAnd I am empty. All that’s in me has been brokenEvery aspect of me suffersLiving, breathing, gaping void. I am fatherLook at meBottomless black insignificance.
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“The Removal Of Anything Beautiful.”
The sun ceases to rise in these groundhog days of despairDisappointment gives birth to depressionA mind numbing blur chaining me to my bed. Disconnect of body and mindI have ghosted my heart and left it for deadGiving it full reign in my life put me in this black holeNow it is abandoned for common sense.…
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“Twilight Silence.”
Staring into my graveDug up fresh for meIt’s so beautifulCool and quiet, blurred perfection. Any light I possessed is goneThis smothering of anything goodThe darkness overtakesConsumed now by twilight silence. All I did was fightHeld down so long, why get up againSnuff this life, I shouldn’t beFlush away what is left of me. Swaddled in…
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“No One Else But Me.”
You’ve stumbled onto happinessAt the most necessary time in your lifeWith a clouded heart and no reason to smileYou were given an open doorThe sun itself blasting through itA hand reached outCalling to you, offering everythingA hand to hold and a heart to loveFresh air in your lungs and peace in your soulAn engaged listener,…
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“Who You Truly Are.”
You are a butterflyAre you able to see?All you need to do is open your eyes. There are so many parts of you needing rediscoveryAreas of you that define who you truly areSimply put, you were meant to be more. Though noble as it is, you are more than motherYou have excelled beyond many bearing…
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“We Whittle Away At Forever Together-Part 2.”
Hibernation tactics have been a factor amidst our loveThose moments when you need to find yourself and steady your footingIn this dream state in my head, I still give you allThese angel wings are wrapped around you tight, preserving this divine affection. Serenade my soul with your heart infusing anthemPenetrate my trembling walls and extinguish…
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“We Whittle Away At Forever Together-Part 1.”
We will never fully discern the enchantment placed on our heartsFairy tales foretell the reality that we float amidstOur truths will never be understood by those less enlightened amongst usThey that hunger and thirst for a taste of the magic we possess. We fell face first into this glimmering pool of complete and utter satisfactionFully…
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“Your Kisses.”
Your kisses are strawberry fields on a warm summers dayAcres of aching devotion and sweetness divineThey are sugar cubes in my cup of teaWarming my spirit as I soak up your memory. Your kisses are the sleep that overtakes my weary eyesThe deepest peace while the curtains are drawnThey are the knowledge all is wellIn…
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Abs.
In all of my forty six years, I have yet to expose any abs. I’ve been way too fond of heavy, sugary crap like breads, pop and cookies. It’s not like I’m a junk binger by any means but I also have never been strict on my consumption. Until now. Officially ten days into this…
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Discerning “The Adjustment Bureau”.
If you have never seen the movie The Adjustment Bureau I highly recommend you watch it immediately after reading this three minute adoring blurb on it. I’ve seen it a handful of times probably and it moves me each and every time. Anything to do with fate or a master plan and I’m all over…
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“Costco.”
When I think of the things we didHeart in hand with you, my loveAmongst all our top moments togetherI smile the widest when I think of Costco. Pulling into the parking lot and seeing you in pinkStrolling towards the entrance with your eldest and your youngestSuch warmth to see, though sadly, still forbidden to meet…